pages from a lost boy's imagination

but i already failed

i failed it yesterday when i knew it was here, last week when i saw it coming, and four months ago when i hoped not to see it like this. and even though i want to act like it’s any other day i can’t and won’t.

never regret something that once made you smiles

i hope this isn’t the wrong thing to say, because this is the one day i need to. unlike those other days when i ignored it and it came and found me anyway.

and like that picture ↓, sometimes choosing not to ignore it works out in the best way (for me at least)